April 15, 2002 Journal

(Community : Story of Glory Hom)
Glory's Dairy, 2002,

It seems like I can say enough sorry for my sins. I keep doubting you and I’ve lost faith in you , but I don’t want to not trust you. I know that you’re the Mighty Healer and that if it was in your will, you could make me feel well again. I can only think that what I’m going through right now is either a consequence of my wrong doings or it’s to fulfill your purpose. But what I know you’re beyond our understanding, but I really don’t know what have learned last time. I’m not quite sure. I don’t know what’s happening & it’s scaring me. I pray that if you’re still listening to my prayers. Open my eyes so that I can understand and see your will. Sorry for not being faithful. I’m trying to change. Help me. I need you.