April 4, 2005 Glory's Diary

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4/4/2005

Life is good sometimes but life sucks when you’re already down in the dumps. I lost my cellar phone today. I don’t know if the nurse aid from last night took it or whether it got thrown into the laundry. It’s not fair. What did I do to deserve this? I have life right now. I can’t understand why anyone would take things from a patient. That really disgusts me. They’re low life heartless bitches. What if they don’t find the phone? I’d have to buy a new one. Ahhhhhhhhh  NO Fair! I feel like useless crap ready to pass out or die.

I did have a pretty good morning. My WBC is around 8.7 ANC is 8. I think and my platelets are 25. Which is good cuz the platelets are from my uncle.

I can’t think positive right now, my amylase and lipase are still going up! It’s been 12 days since I’ve not eaten.
 

四月四日 (兒童節)

生命有時美好但當你低落到貼地時卻一團糕, 今天我失了我的手提電話, 我不知道是否昨晚的助理護士偷了還是她們收拾病床時丟到洗衣房, 太不公平了, 我到底作了甚麼事要得到如此下場, 我真的不明白有人低賤到竟可從病人身上打主意, 實在叫我作嘔, 若她們找不到如何? 要我再買一個嗎? 哈! 不公平, 我覺得我似個無用的垃圾隨時可以丟掉或死去。

我有一個不錯的早上, 我白血球數字回升到 8.7 ANC 有8 我想我的血小板大約是 25 很不錯因這包血小皮大概是我叔叔給我的。

我仍不敢太樂觀因我的肝臟胰臟的酵素數字乃在增加惡化, 已經十二天不能吃東西了。